Words I stole from Someone else

I've been hurt before

and I'm afraid to speak out

What's on my mind.

I believe you're just like me

but, somehow, I know

this time all the magic

Will come true.

This time, it's real. 

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Never think that what you have to offer is insignificant. 

There will always be someone out there that needs what you have to give. 

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I'm not good at relationships

I always manage to find the flaws

Sometimes in Others

But mostly my own.

I foretell the ending

then go and create the cause

save myself

and end up alone. 

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One day you're going to want her back. That girl that knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be just for you. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who knows your every flaw, but still values them as much as she does your strengths. That girl that still can't bring herself to hate you, even though you probably deserve it. The girl that you should have, but you don't. 

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A heartbreak is a blessing from God. 

It's just his way of letting you realize he saved you from the wrong one

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NEVER allow yourself to become so desperate that you end up settling for far less than you deserve.

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So this is my life, and I want you to know that I'm both happy and sad 

and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.

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So I guess we are who we are for a

a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll

never know most of them. But even 

if we don't have the power to choose

where we come from, we can still

choose where we go from there. We

can still do things. And we cant ry to

feel okay about them. 

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Imperfection is beauty

Madness is genius, 

and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring. 

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Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are

I'd like to welcome U home...

Recently, I began college at the University of Utah. I thought it was going to be the best thing ever. College. Finally. No more high school. So many people, new friends, new experiences... I was wrong. I thought I was going to love the U. But honestly, I wish I was going somewhere else. Somewhere that is not a commuter school. I want to be a close-knit school where I can meet tons of people all the time. I mean, don't get me wrong. I'm very outgoing, but it's still hard to meet people when no body lives here. Stupid commuters. But there's not much that I can do, because I don't really want to transfer schools because of my roommates. However, if I could transfer, I would be headed to the University of Oregon. Darn you out of state tuition! I've decided to major in Mass Communications. I think it's probably due to the TV broadcasting class I took in high school and the positive feedback that I got about newscasting. I really enjoy TV Journalism. It's really fun. However, I would like to do Public Relations. Like, for a sports team or something. That would be so sick. I also think I am going to double major into Speech Communications because well.. if I'm gonna be a super hot tv star, I've gotta know how to speak, right?

On the upside! I have 3 roommates. Rachel, Kate and Jordan. I was really worried to move out and away from my dad and live with people I hardly know. Turns out, it has been one of the best experiences I've ever had. We're all so alike and we get along so well, it's insane! We all pretty much have the same sense of humor. I wouldn't be surprised if everyone in the complex thinks that there is an abusive relationship going on in our apartment due to the fact that everyone screams, "You stupid hooker!" or "Make me something to eat, WOMAN!" with a variety of other names such as stripper, cokewhore, etc. Kate has become one of my best friends. She's like my soul sister. We're pretty much the same person and all we do is laugh when we're with each other. It's cuhhhrazy how alike we are.

A while back, I worked for an assisted living home. Nearly a year and a half. Seriously, I wanted to kill myself. It was terrible. The management was terrible, well... the main nurse. I mean, shouldn't we at least have a first aid kit? So finally after a year and a half, I was able to break free! I was lucky enough to snag two jobs in this economy. Two jobs that I love! Working for the University definitely has it's perks! All my books paid for every semester that I work there? HECK YEAH! That's awesome. So much money saved. Stoked much? The second job is at Express. I was worried about working there because well.. I'm not too fashion forward. Heck, I send pictures of my outfit to my best friend Caitlin just to make sure that I look okay before I go out in public. Sad. I know. Don't judge. But as it turns out, I love it there and I love the people I work with. They're all so great and we get along very well. I guess it makes it a little easier knowing that my roommate knows how to dress so I basically just pick through her closet! haha.

Welp, see ya soon then.